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142 - Autumn Angel

May First 2006

Journal Entry: Mon May 1, 2006, 12:24 PM
I have two weeks of school and one of a graduation practice. Graduation is on the 20th..
yay.
There isn't really much to say about anything right now except that i'm bored with my life and afraid to move on. I have an idea of what the future holds for me.... and that is me being held in a cell.
not looking forward to it. it makes me want to move everything i want to do in life up by 10 years so i dont lose hold of it. I want to have something to fight for.
right now i have nothing to live for in the real world. i work a fast food job and i'm not doing very good in school. i dont even know if i'm going to college.
i want to married and have kids and have a family but i'm afiraid that if i get locked up i'll lose my chances of that altogether... that no one will want me after that...
i need soemone who can take care of me.... and i wont mind taking care fo them.

THE FUTURE SCARES ME.... SOMEONE HELP ME

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: albany
  • Interests: photography, writing
  • Favourite movie: Underworld, White Oleander, Kill Bill vol1&2, Queen of the Damned, Eyes Wide Shut,
  • Favourite band or musician: Red Hot Chili Peppers
  • Favourite genre of music: rock/pop
  • Favourite poet or writer: [Edgar A. Poe]
  • Favourite game: Tetris
  • Favourite cartoon character: Pink Panther
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, Pen, Paper, Computer

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~IndustrialOrder:iconIndustrialOrder: May 11, 2006, 2:12:17 PM
do you know me?

--
Without a thought I will see everything eternal,
forget that once we were just dust from heavens far.
As we were forged we shall return, perhaps some day.
I will remember us and wonder who we were.
~theundesired:icontheundesired: May 11, 2006, 11:33:24 AM
obviously i dont live in ireland....

i live about 10 blocks from darton...
i know a lot of people
~IndustrialOrder:iconIndustrialOrder: Apr 20, 2006, 1:50:49 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:! if you live in Ireland, how do you know so many people from Darton?

--
Without a thought I will see everything eternal,
forget that once we were just dust from heavens far.
As we were forged we shall return, perhaps some day.
I will remember us and wonder who we were.
~RebelwithaK:iconRebelwithaK: Dec 15, 2005, 4:51:35 PM
thank you for the +fav....

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:clap: :clap: ...I really like this emoticon...:clap: :clap:
~mentallyblind:iconmentallyblind: Oct 12, 2005, 2:07:00 PM
If humans disappeared before our next conversation...

I wanted to tell you something as well. I realize you've been hurt. And while I can not stand drama and can make assuptions about what has happened, I feel some sorrow for your situation. What happened between us is in the past, and there it will always remain. Have we really recovered from what happened? I dun think we ever will. But that doesn't mean we can't move on. Ever time I see you around, I say hi. There is still a part of me that thinks it's as it was such a long time ago. But the facts remain. We grew apart. It happens with just about everyone. Human nature is what it's called. That doesn't mean I'm not cool with you. That doesn't mean we can't hang out, though we dun really do so.

If you wanted to hang out and I was free that day, I would be all for it. I have nothing against you, regardless of what I see and hear, regardless of what I do not see and hear. That's how it is. That's how it will always be. You must realize something, what happened with us, happened a long time ago. People grow up. I dun hold things against people and I do not judge them without reason. I'm very understandable, in most situations. And I realize that it's been a long time, maybe you've changed too.

So basically, the past is past. No matter what happened between us then... things are different now. And I can move this relationship in any direction you want me to, granted my time is really stretched out between school and I'm getting a job and other friends. But yea... I just wanted to let you know... Part of me still cares.

[Mr. Owl]
~mentallyblind:iconmentallyblind: Jul 29, 2005, 7:55:25 AM
I have something to show you dear.

A photo of you

I took it that day we hung out and played with it some and it's all posted like now. We should hang out again. I'm not going to Localpalooza though. Not my style if you know what I mean. I just read your entry about the Warehouse. I didn't know that still happened.

[Mr. Owl]
~mentallyblind:iconmentallyblind: Jul 8, 2005, 11:38:42 AM
It's ok. I forgive you. Birthday's aren't all that important to me. I know how you can make it up to me though. We shall do of the hanging out soon.

[Mr. Owl]
~Ladyswift:iconLadyswift: Apr 15, 2005, 8:09:50 AM
Hello, just thought I'd say hi. I love your artwork. I hope everything is fine with you.

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SJH
Always Question
Question Always
~darkzel:icondarkzel: Mar 30, 2005, 8:55:48 PM
Um so proud fo you...
-Zel
~shizophrenik:iconshizophrenik: Mar 30, 2005, 8:26:04 AM
thanks alot for the :+fav: on Disarm - The Fallen Angel :blowkiss:

A
~onleadwings:icononleadwings: Feb 19, 2005, 3:32:47 PM
well, im happy now.. at least one of my people hasnt updated in forever and a day like myself..^^;

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I will teach you all that I have mastered
Fear. Pain. Hatred. Power.
This is the art of ruin.
~FluffyUke:iconFluffyUke: Nov 1, 2004, 12:11:55 PM
I had a good haloween- well, exepct the part about teh car crash...
and the camera died. boo.
how about you? Have a nice day of teh dead?

-Zel
~Conjar:iconConjar: Oct 21, 2004, 10:35:01 AM
<looming out of the darkness from behind yer chair>
Soooooooooo. I hear you and The Viking are going out now.
<giggles>
How cute! The Celtic Red and the Viking White!
Tehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe .
THough he dose have a red beard . . . .FORESHADOWING!
lolololololololololololololololololololo lololololololololololololololol
~Conjar:iconConjar: Oct 11, 2004, 9:33:16 PM
Hopes in from now were! Dances around and gives you Butterfly wings of doom.
~darkzel:icondarkzel: Oct 3, 2004, 12:03:22 PM
I chew on you. I shall come and visit, but I will not tell you when, probly at teh worst possible time! ^_____^

is it tuesday or sunday? I ahve no idea....


-Zel
~theundesired:icontheundesired: Sep 30, 2004, 3:25:25 PM
there... i changed things... jees... i must have been on crack the last time i updated this stupid site... oh well...

--
diane i am hot and i am cold and hard and swollen
^_^
~onleadwings:icononleadwings: Sep 28, 2004, 6:45:37 PM
"America is the best country in the world" ?... freakin hippy.. i still luffs joo anyway ^^;

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I will teach you all that I have mastered
Fear. Pain. Hatred. Power.
This is the art of ruin.
~theundesired:icontheundesired: Sep 22, 2004, 9:23:42 PM
sorry i wasn't there... on monday night there was a last minute decision made that jase is taking me to homecoming... for like an hour.. ha. so i had to go get my dress... and the only time i could go was tuesday after practice... cause i'm always busy with soemthing to do... meh... life gets in the way of the whole time thing...
-allison
~darkzel:icondarkzel: Sep 22, 2004, 5:38:36 PM
I went to your hose and you werent there and I was lonely...then....the chickens came. and I was like 0_0
and they were like >_<
and I was like Oh shit, and the chased me away.
but thats ok, ebncuase the pinp hamster rideign the afro crow came just in time and rained down his holy aafropimp light onto the chickens, turning them into tastty barbecue shicken wings.
oh yah.

-Zel
~twotail:icontwotail: Sep 20, 2004, 1:25:35 PM
*Waves* Hello.

--
When the remarkable turns Bizarre, reason turns Rancid.
~darkzel:icondarkzel: Sep 18, 2004, 5:47:26 PM
Na UH! I poke you alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!
=poke.=


-Zel
~onleadwings:icononleadwings: Sep 15, 2004, 8:46:20 PM
promises, promises... ^^

--
I will teach you all that I have mastered
Fear. Pain. Hatred. Power.
This is the art of ruin.